The Fawn and the Wolf

I'm fawning over you. I debating if it should be deer since I'm not a young teen anymore, but meh.
I'm going through my life where I need to do something even though it's not the best effort just so something is done and I can at least practice rather than let my skills rot away being so anxious of making things perfect the first time around.

This is base on I guess Gaia Online recent implication of marriage system, and my fiance didn't want me marrying online to others, but to him even though he doesn't play the game. He had an account and we made do with that. We have been talking about marriage plans lately so I'm a little excited but I still don't feel ready for marriage. Maybe after the house is settled and I figure out college financial plans again. I was trying to portray a deer style veil as well but I couldn't put enough effort in it without feeling stressed, so I did a simple sketch. I'll doodle the veil better another time.

There was a swamp load of work on top of getting a house that I didn't know what to do when there was suddenly nothing to do besides small art left. I didn't had the mood or confidence so I tried to doodle whatever first came into my mind like how I used to draw when I was in middle school. I'll just have to work my way up again on drawing.

Even though my skills haven't really improved on the path of how I wish I could color and draw, and old dreams of being recognized, I am pretty happy with my art lately. I enjoy drawing again. It's nice. I get my art done before I get burnt out with drawing and the picture itself yet am more highly satisfied than putting so much effort into a drawing that people don't even see the flaws unless I point it out.

I've been relying on ref lately whenever I draw on the computer. I'm still not used to drawing on glass and display screen. I think the only thing I don't need reference is Sonic style ha ha. Even I have problems drawing cats now.
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